Diary log one 7/19/2025

I bought a blue tooth keyboard. My Boyfriend sleeping soundly next to me only snoring a lil loudly as I quietly clack away at these keys.

Im trying to pass time, wait for when I kiss him awake when that snoring dampens this is my que.

I wait as tv and video games or a good book cannot distract my mind, I don’ t want a distraction im being me right now in my own head alone with my own thoughts. No tv to dull my mind, even a book dulls albeit better than tv for keeping up with my literacy.

Alone in my thoughts I don’t know what key im going to type next or if ill ever make another diary post as this singular moment next to my sleeping prince I want to reflect in my writing. To think.

Im waking up… at 2:55 oh his alarm is for 59 and i just started writing, such a shame I looked for a distraction till coming at the conclusion that I need to be in my own headspace and now my alotted time is almost up, I should ruffle my fingers through his hair.

In these moments well rested next to my partner before the alarm goes “BEEP BEEP” I remind myself that this is happiness… beep beep.